Sunday, April 13, 2014

Rob

I don't express enough how much Rob means to me. He knows, of course. But the rest of the world, well... I guess I finally realized it wasn't any of their business.

Yes, all my near and dear know. And from my social media pictures and posts you could assume that we are as happy as can be. Truthfully, we are.

He makes all my days brighter, jokes are so much funnier, life is that much better, and things seem to be a little bit easier when he's by my side.

For the first time, things are so effortless. Maybe this is because in past experiences, things always seemed so hard. It always seemed like so much work. (Disclaimer: It also helps when you are with the right person.)

But with Rob, things are so easy. Mostly, I give him the credit for this effortlessness, but I know he'd tell me to take some, too. 

He handles my strong personality so well. Frankly, I know it's a lot to take on.

I'm very free-spirited, extremely rebellious, and I can't seem to keep my mouth shut when discussing a heated topic. These are all bizarre parts of my personality, but quite honestly... I've learned to love them, mostly because I've had to. 

In addition to all the above, I also a recovering 'people pleaser'. So naturally, I've tried to suppress certain parts of myself in the past. With Rob, the thought never even came up. He just happens to be the ultimate friend, the kindest human, and the most even-keeled person I know. 

He makes it so easy to be myself. Really, that is the way it should be. 

I just really love him, a ridiculous amount. 

Please take note of his pony tail. He hates how much I love it.